The last few days I have been weaning Madison. It produces an array of emotions. I feel relief to think that I might actually have my body back. I have been pregnant or nursing for over 4 years...I am excited to see what it will feel like to not have a parasite. :) Although I am a little nervous about fast Sunday. There is also a twinge of sadness in knowing my little girl is growing so fast, knowing that it seems like yesterday when she became part of our family. Anxiety...I know I am such a wimp when it comes to my children crying or going through something like this. I have been anxious for awhile about it, but Madi is adapting fine which has helped my anxiety (Jared is rolling his eyes about now). I love mothering...with the painful, pull-your-hair-out-moments to the cherished, peaceful, quiet, snugly, energetic, and happy moments.
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I hope it goes well for both of you...I am also "sentimental" about nursing and progressing through the stages - it's so lovely to see your children healthy and growing, but sometimes don't you wish you could just stop time for a little while?
I am thinking it's gonna feel pretty amazingly awesome to have your body back. I am looking forward to that, too - pretty soon. I don't think Aspen is ready to give up her "na na" quite yet - and neither am I.
Hey, I did get bibs made this week - just have to add the snaps and then your package will finally be coming your way!
Love you!
I love her curls!! That stink bug thing is hilarious. :)
--Coralee
Wow, she's so big I can't believe it. How old is she now? You need one of those widgets that say how old your kids are on your blog. :) I feel ya, I love nursing Carter and I'll be sad when I have to wean him. Its such a wonderful time to snuggle and take a moment to stop and admire God's gift..but I feel ya with the freedom that comes with it. :)
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